Kuantan.. for the last time in 2009

i'm back in kuantan again..
many thanks to Patrick :D!!!

got back here at 2:30..
waited for mom to get back...
its pretty different now.... everything is.. but its okay.. =)
i can cope with it.. i always do.. =)

its a holidaY!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE PEOPLE!!!!!

Ooishi serves the BEST baked cream oyster... YUMS!

i miss my baby... sigh..
and.. OMG!!! ZIN KAK!!!!!

*pause for a moment*
*no sign of any movement*
*snore~~~~~*

Cold.

I'm back at that mood again..
all i feel like doing is shutting everyone out of my life for a while..

i feel like crying...
i feel like CRYING!!!

i was talking to Daniel earlier... Munchy's brother..
asked him how old would he be next year?
he answered 16.

i feel as though like i'm aging.. FAST.
and i'm not even anywhere yet.
no offense to those who are older than me.. *Sorry*

over the years..
i've changed.. a lot.
from a person so sociable, i became picky..
it feels as though i'm no longer genuine..

i'm taking a subject this semester, something called "small group communication"
all the roles were listed out.. and i saw my self shifted from my comfort zone to another..
people tell me i'm no longer friendly..
that i give out a cold exterior..

i don't know whether i should be proud of it.. or sad.

then again.. i read something with dugong yesterday...
so it seems, i don't actually care about what other people think.
heh~

perhaps so....
just perhaps so...

why am i being so emo?!
AAAAARGH!

NOBODY TALK TO ME.
i'm in a FLARY mood.

my 20th Birthday

my 20th birthday was somewhat splendid.. =)
didn't receive the call that i expected.. but its okay..

dearest bee bee did his best to take my mind off it.. and.. he succeeded.. =)
many thanks to everyone who wished me... and everyone who took the trouble to celebrate for me.. =)

a few more minutes to the end of my birthday...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICTORIA!!!

cheers to the wonderful life ahead of adulthood.
=)

Birthday Celebrated 4 days Early!

Had my birthday celebrated 4 days earlier at
CHERATING!
woot!

Baked Oyster

Lamb Chop with Black Pepper Sauce

Ox's Tail Soup

Forest Fruit Tea

Dinner @ Lotus

vegetarian shark fin soup.

Vegetarian Indonesian Curry Prawn

Some Deep Fried Abalone Mushroom thingy

Yam thingy thing..
the actual name is..
Poot Poot Piu Hiong.. (don't ask)

KaiLan..

the one on the left :
Four Big Sky King
(sei dai tin wong)

i can order like a vegetarian person better than my vegetarian aunt?

hehehe...

food was Yums (x100)

this morning.. i woke up at 7plus...
to go to sungai lembing.. mom's hometown with her sisters for breakfast...
kinda strange right? 45minutes drive just for breakfast..
everything there taste very village-ey.. =) its a good thing.. really.

anywho...

does this cartoon look like Melvin?

NovembeR!

the moon on halloween day was BEAUTIFUL!

the moon was surrounded by a circle and people from Petaling Jaya missed out on it...
poor u... =(
i couldn't take a picture of it tho.. the ring was too far from the moon...

i just noticed that its the 1st of November today... HEHEHE...
November... my favorite month and i wonder why...
EhehehHEhHe....

although.. you might be thinking that i'm making a big fuss because its the month of my BIRTHDAY! =x
i love november because its MONSOON FOR THE EASTCOAST!!!
woot~!

my season! my sleeping season...
i just realize how lazy i sound... but i DON'T CARE!

i'm awfully tired...
had a long long long day.. and i'm waiting for someone to come home for me to end it..
i guess he's busy.. hasn't replied me since 7...8+
ah well.. =)

Stars Falling Down

I think that the stars would have waited for us
hanging on to the night, watching down below
Until we were hand in hand, together waiting for them
And when I open my eyes I saw it too
Stars falling down, when I fell for you

I think that the clouds like the laughter between us
Wanting to feel the warmth they're softly sinking down
Until the cover the streets just like a dreamland
And right above us they part so that I see through
Stars falling down, and I fell for you.

I love you

Officially Missing You

i miss you Melvin..

15FOUR days...

On our 5th monthversary.. we woke up at 1.30pm.. went started our day with lunch with 2nd ah yi and my mom..

camwhore before lunch in the car

then.. since baby said that he's never been to a ZOO before.. i took him to Kuantan's very own.. MINI ZOO TeRUNTUM.

over excited baby who wants to look like the vulture.

we found AGGIE!

*point point*

and Kevin!


deary bee...

baby's somewhat satisfied with the zoo trip yes?

wearing glasses in courtesy of Melvin

baby faking to fall asleep..
padahal.. sketching..

happy 5months and 1day bee bee...

my darling got me back to kuantan and he's leaving in a few hours time..
its hurting me a lot.. to know that i won't be able to see him for almost a month...
sigh...

our 5th month was somewhat special...
he took me and my mom out for dinner.. hehe.. and got me a darling ring...




i.. miss him... already..

he's lying there in my room.. not sleeping.. when he's SUPPOSE TO!
sketching sketching is all in the mood he has at the moment..
sigh...

dear dear... take care of yourself okay?
by the time you read this.. it'll be days from now already..
the one thing that never change.. its my love for you.. =)
I love you Melvin Lz. i do.

That WAS my number~

i was trying to recall what was my stupid handphone number before this.. but i couldn't remember..

thanks esther for reminding me~

my very first number was..
017-985 9767
then
016-953 8139
then
017-918 3138
then...
the current ones...

HAHAHA... not bad ah~ changed few times dy~
kesungguhan untuk tidak setia kepada nombor~
=x
did that mean anything? =p